Goodbye Semester 6~

I think that I'm still in a state of disbelief.
My wish to get exempted from PP3 came true. I am thankful. Really thankful and glad I made it.
My passing was really a relief from all the pain and sadness I experienced throughout this month, from our first class test paper for FMT 1 till today's final degree paper for FMT 2.

It was daily studying to do...
A messy table filled with notes, stationary, chips and plenty of fluids...

It was a long month. A really really long month. From my previous posts, you'd could see the trend, from me being "emo" for the longest of times. It's never happened to me previously, and I didn't like it one bit. I was crying almost everyday...I'd be reading FMT 1 or FMT 2, then the mind goes off, and starts to wonder of all the "what ifs" in life.

I'd go all depressed, cry a bit, then force myself to pick up this book....
It's really a good book. All sorts of good advice. It helped me stop crying (albeit only for awhile) and then i'll pick back myself and start studying. While studying (and also crying) one will get hungry and thus explaining the filled rubbish bin of mine....


Then, there was the internet. It was so damn distracting. It was calling for me, to go click it (esp the site called facebook, which connects everyone...) So i resorted to plugging of the cable (and as ah ken says, "the LAN cable lost the hole to "cucuk" ..... for a few hours... then the LAN cable came back to "cucuk" the hole..and resulted in me going online as usual. Then I took a further extreme method, to hide the laptop under my bed...

Obviously, that worked...but only awhile. But longer than keeping the LAN cable. lol.

But that's in the past, I can now go on the net as much as i want :)
And the fact that I got exempted now acts as a booster for me, that life isn't as depressing as I thought it was.

As a sign off, a pic of me (taking sometime during the studying period)

btw I noticed, that my eyes were to puffy..and my hands are still hairy @.@