I dislike feeling tired.
I dislike feeling alone.
I dislike not being hyper.
Peas woke up this morning, and headed to Isle of Canbraie with a group of international students (didn't really get to know many of them, only 2 from China..I guess I didn't put that much effort in)
It was all good. Really.
There were beautiful blue skies.
And the cold sea breeze on your face while cycling (despite the sorching sun).
Despite the great start of the day, i came back, had dinner.
And that was when everything went downhill *sigh*
I think it's not normal for me to be quiet. So ppl came asking what's wrong me.
Problem is, I don't really know what's wrong.
I just feel down at times and I just don't know who to tell.
I've got great housemates. But I don't feel that I can tell them everything despite the years we've spent together. I am reminded of the fact that I no longer have anyone else to share these things with anymore. And so I get even lonely. So that leads me to telling my open blog. So pathetic= =''
I used to jz tell random ppl on msn how sad i am, and they'd cheer me up. But somehow I've gotten to an extent where I shut off my msn = =
Reports are due. Class tests are coming up.
Mental exhaustion, physically tired but still up at 3am = =
gonna go try finish off one report before i head to bed.