It's ONE of those extremely rare days, where I feel like a complete fool, filled with so much emotions, that I just want to cry.
There's no logic behind this.
I just feel like it.
It's the way I release stress.
Well, to be honest, the reason was because I met up with my ex-bf this afternoon.
I knew I shouldn't have.
It left me feeling darn emotional.
Emotions are only feelings.
And, feelings are not real.
They're all made up in our mind, along with some 'emotion-releasing-hormones'
I felt like crying when I saw his teary eyes.
I felt like crying when he gave me back the soft toy I gave him.
I felt like crying while I was on the ktm, as I was heading back home.
And, I did. I cried on the stupid ktm in front of god-knows how many people.
Now, if I cry so much for my ex, it means I still have feelings for him.
BUT, what kind of feelings?
I myself don't know.
All that I know is,
It's just not right for us to be together.