It's one of days where u feel like crying...

Yup,

It's ONE of those extremely rare days, where I feel like a complete fool, filled with so much emotions, that I just want to cry.

There's no logic behind this.

I just feel like it.

It's the way I release stress.

Well, to be honest, the reason was because I met up with my ex-bf this afternoon.

I knew I shouldn't have.

It left me feeling darn emotional.

Emotions are only feelings.

And, feelings are not real.

They're all made up in our mind, along with some 'emotion-releasing-hormones'

I felt like crying when I saw his teary eyes.

I felt like crying when he gave me back the soft toy I gave him.

I felt like crying while I was on the ktm, as I was heading back home.
And, I did. I cried on the stupid ktm in front of god-knows how many people.

Now, if I cry so much for my ex, it means I still have feelings for him.

BUT, what kind of feelings?

LOVE?
PITY?

I myself don't know.

All that I know is,

It's just not right for us to be together.

welcome back hippo..