I think I blew my test

Well, I have never been an extremely bright student. I'm only average. If I study I might score ok or sometimes good. BUT if I don't study, chances are I'll blow the whole paper I'm sitting for.

I'm not like some really smart people who have photogenic memory and can remember and memorize all they read in a short while. How I wish I were.

BUT, for the physiology test I sat for this morning...it didn't matter how much I could remember.
All because I didn't do a good job in time management.

It was an hour test where we're supposed to write on essay worth 30marks for our semester end exams.

I read the question, and it was something which I had already read and memorized;
all we had to do was write about,

1. the function of autonomic nervous system,
2 . the process involved between the neuroeffector junction for parasympathetic system,
and
3. the process involved between the neuroeffector junction sympathetic system.


I planned everything on the question sheet, and started writing my essay.
As I was engrossed in writing, the examiner said we only had 15mins left.
Guess what?

By then, I had only completed the 1st part of the essay. I haven't even started on part 2 and 3!!!

So I tried to speed up, but my hands ended up shaking so badly that all the words turned into some contorted ECG-like spikes -_-''

Thus, I resorted to using my pencil (but it didn't make much difference) my writing still looked terrible.

In the end, I forgot so many of the points and completed the 2nd and 3rd part of the essay within 1 page and my conclusion was sadly decreased to 1 miserable line.

Sheesh..hopefully the examiner likes my long-winded introduction and will give me credit for my efforts. (let's keep my fingers crossed)

This is the part of my life in uni that I absolutely dislike: tests and exams.

Its been so long since I blogged!
Now, before I start my long winded story about the reason I didnt blog for so long, let me jz re-cap what happened today.

Today's lectures are boring as usual.
I am usually awake at the beginning of the lecture, BUT usually around 20-30mins later..I'll be nodding off. (there are also cases where I start falling asleep as soon as 10mins of the lecture!)

Then later in the afternoon, I had a Biopharmacy lab session which made me feeling like I should have never chose to study pharmacy. -_-''

Once I got back from lab, I packed all my stuff and took the train(s) back to Klang.
I said trainS because I had to transit in THREE different stations to get back Klang.
And, on this journey back, I timed myself.
Gues what?

I took me 2hours to reach Klang -_-''
this made me feel

1. KLang is really a kampung for being so far from KL
2. KTMB's services are ALWAYS lousy.
In fact, I doubt they really EVER made any improvements to the system.

All they know is to add more and more stations BUT NEVER adding more trains.

So, as a result, the trains come less frequently and takes a longer journey to reach each station.

I'm not a genius in management or anything so don't blame me if I get the facts wrong.

BUT, I think that the problems can be solved by re-arranging ALL the trains' journey.
For example, by making transits at every 5 to 10 stations so that each train doesn't have to take a long route.

Or simply by adding more trains!


Now, I think I've said enough about KTM services to made one go insanely stressed, especially if one usually takes the KTM.

Now, once I reached Klang, I went for dinner with my parents and did some shopping.
While having dinner, my bro got a free spiderman3 t-shirt from the emcee of the Sony Ericsson roadshow in Klang. ^^

And now, I'm back at home blogging, and watching unlimited videos on youtube, reading other girls' blog. Lol^^

SLow..

My uploading speed is super SLOW!

I was uploading the videos of the ribbon dance during Intercultural Week on YouTube,
the file was only about 70-80Mb,
BUT is took me almost an hour to upload! (maybe more than one hour too!!! *sigh*)

My uploading speed was only an average of 20Kb...Kb!!!!
Imagine my distress..-_-''

So I could only upload one darn video yesterday night.
I didnt even have the chance to upload the Chinese wedding video which I edited yesterday.

So earlier on, I wanted to upload the video.
To my horror, I realised that the maximum size for the video is 100Mb,
while the file which I saved was 132 Mb!!!!

What the #$%#^&...

SO much for my hardwork.

AND to make matters worse, I deleted my project file permanently.

So..I had to re-make a new project file using the final video I did..
and windows movie maker sliced the whole video up...-_-''

Maybe it's because I don't know what else to do...I told you I'm a Windows Movie Maker idiot didnt i? *double sigh*

So now, after redo-ing the whole thing,
I uploaded the video.

This time, the speed was MUCH slower..---> an average of 10kb/s

I'm practically rotting...

Idiots guide to Windows Movie Maker..

I'm officially an idiot when it comes to Windows Movie Maker.

Why?

Because I don't even know how to save a video into wmv format!

It all began when I just logged into my msn.

My cousin Peiru called me Ah-ji; which is the character I played during the Intercultural Week in uni. Initially I was shocked, because I thought non-imu students will not watch the video...

Anyways, apparently she liked the video and wants to know the ending..

So, there I was trying to piece together the 3 videos which was taken using my friend's digicam.
All I did was:
1. Piece the 3 videos together
2. shorten some unimportant parts i.e arrangement of props on stage, etc
3. added a title at the beginning

Doing those simple 3 task took me hours!!!
Yes..I'm a noob *sigh* but at least I tried...

After I did all that, I saved the file and thought I would be able to play it in winamp or vlc player.

Lo and behold...it didn't. Because the file was a movie maker project file. -_-''

I panicked and tried saving it over and over again in a different format but couldn't figure it out.

So, I resorted to asking another friend. Whom I guess was shocked at my 'stupidity' in saving files.

After his guidance, I successfully saved the video in a wmv format!!! *cheers*

BUT, unfortunately I haven't uploaded the video as my uploading speed is darn slow.

Yup, I found my password for YouTube =)

I'm getting old..

i jz found out that I forgotten my password for youtube -_-''
I had wanted to delete a video which I posted for the IMU intercultural week.
And in the video I look horrible and sound terrible too. Lol^^
so the thought of me scaring people wasn't pleasant at all, so I had wanted to delete it after I found out a former Intec friend posted a comment!
NO~~~

I tried to get my password, but somehow I couldn't because the system kept telling me that the verification code I keyed in is invalid!
How??
Help me plz...

Oh well, since I won't be able to delete it for now, go check it out before I delete it.
I'm not going to give u the link cause I refuse to show the 'ah-ji' side of myself anymore..lol

i was bored, so i did this..

i was browsing through adelin's blog and found this interesting thing...

http://www.myheritage.com

Good Charlotte is in town but...

but i'm stuck @ home doing nothing much...lol
Read The Star and found a whole lot of bizarre news..

[1. A couple caught having sex in car.]

Now, apparently the police patrol car spotted them in action, and I guess they panicked.

so the guy drove away from the scene but unfortunately, they got involved in an accident and wham!

both were left naked in the car and the guy had to be admitted into a hospital.

Lol^^ i personally find it hilarious and when I checked The Star Online, this news was the most viewed.. this jz comes to show how powerful the word s-e-x is.Hehe^^

[2. A guy in Ipoh collected trash for 4 years.]

Now, that is seriously some dirty old man! According to the news, his place was SO Smelly that his neighbors complained to the city council!

It is so scary, especially after seeing the pictures of his house!

Apparently, the man's weird collecting habits began since his wife left him 3 years ago.

And so I came up with my own theory to explain the whole thing.

The man cannot live without his wife and was most probably caught up in his depressed state that he couldn't care less about his surroundings.

Yea..that's what happens when men get depressed. Well, at least its better than women. When women get depressed, they :-

1. either eat till they grow into the size of incredible hulk..most probably eating ice-creams and chocolates whole day in front of the tv.

2. get so depressed till they slash their own wrists, or find loads of pills and over-dose themselves, so that they'll disappear from the face of the planet.

Yup, more women kill themselves compared to men @ least that's what I think.

And in Friday's The Star,
was a news regarding a Cambodian elderly man who couldn't handle his urges and tried to 'do it' with a cow in the middle of the night.

The cow got frightened and kicked the old man whom later on died due to the injuries.

His grandson found the old man's naked body after hearing the sounds of a scuffle.

And apparently the old man had been divorced twice due to his 'insatiable' needs. Lol^^

Just before I came on9, I was doing some housework and when I wanted to take a short break, I found out that the movie, "A hitchhikers guide to the galaxy" was on air!! So I watched the comedy.

After that movie, I found out that a movie called the 'sleepwalkers' based on a Stephen King novel was showing in about 15mins! So I bathed and then watched the movie. Lol^^

So that was two movies back-to-back.

And after I watched the movie, I noticed that I had received an sms from my friend, asking about the Good Charlotte concert. And I replied her after more than 2 hours...

Anyways, main point was, by the time she replied, she was already at the concert while I was watching old movies. Lol^^

Intercultural week~~

Last week, I did 2 performances in IMU, and I am so proud of myself.
The first performance was a Chinese Ribbon Dance!

A total of 8 pretty girls (myself included =P) performed the dance in the atrium on Weds.
I think the dance was pretty good considering the fact that we had only came out with the song and steps 2 weeks ago.

All the 8 of us were so excited about performing that we all got identical tops just for the performance!
Thankfully, the tops were very cheap!

Here's a picture of us along with our 'director', who has been so kind to take videos of us when we practiced so that we can correct our mistakes.


Back to the tops, guess how much do they cost?


come on...


it's less than rm20.. and that's the only figure i'm gonna give out. Lol^^ cause its so darn cheap that u wouldn't believe it.

Anyways, here are more pictures taken on that day =)

Here's my favorite picture!! Isn't it nice?
Quick..guess which are my hands?
Hehe^^


This is another formation which I like cause it was so simple to do, yet many people cheered when they saw it. *happy happy*




This one is so so cool! LOoK CaReFulLy!!!!
My legs aren't touching the ground!!! I'm floating! LoL..


Back to the intercultural week, my 2nd performance was on Friday during the wedding night.
Unfortunately, I wasn't the bride. If I were, I would have scared away all the potential guys. Actually, I think I had already scared them all..esp since I had a super-large mole that day.

I will be uploading the videos taken soon =)

Unproductive..

This week could have been my worst week in campus.
First of all, the only places that I have been around for these past few days were only limited to IMU and my apartment. -_-'' it's so boring that I feel half-dead.
To make matters worse, the ONLY television we have in the apartment decided to play dead with us for almost a day. There goes another source of entertainment we have.

Then, my pet-bro's dad passed away suddenly after a stroke. And I think I couldn't do much to ease his pain.

Anyways, I realised that I'm becoming less cheerful. One way or another I seemed to have morphed into a boring old lady -_-'' Sheesh...

Blah..and this is the 1st time that I actually blogged in campus away from the prying eyes of others. This is mainly because the computer lab (or E lab as we call it in IMU) has some minor problems with its air-conditioning; sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. AND, the blocked users from logging onto youtube and also their friendster account.

Lately, laziness is all that fill my mind. I've been so lazy to blog. Actually, it's most likely due to the fact that I do not have internet connection in the rented apartment.
But, it's not like I don't go to the net at all. There's plenty of computers with internet access in the campus, yet I'm too lazy to blog. All I do in the computer lab is check my mails and it's not like I've got mails..all are either forwarded mails or plain spam from unknown ppl *it's so pathetic*
Nevertheless, I dare not blog in the campus for I fear writing when people are around. I only blog within the vicinity of my home, away from the prying eyes of public. Yet, I want people to read my blog. -_-'' ironic isn't it?
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Back to life in campus, on MONday, I saw my batch-mate wearing the same black skirt as I was! @.@
When it was break time, the two of us stared at each other's skirts till she initiated the conversation,

N : Are our skirts the same?
Me : I think so.
N : Where did u get ur skirt from?
Me : From the morning market.
N : Oh. How much was it?
Me : rm15
N : rm 15!
Me : *shocked* Huh? Is it very expensive? Where did u buy urs?
N : Petaling street.
Me : How much was it?
N : erm, 30 plus.
Me : Oh...
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The conversation ended there as I feared if I had continued, I might make her feel bad.
Yes..it's that UNHAPPY and Oh-so-crappy feeling you get when you find out that you've been ripped off.

Moral of the story - Try not to buy things from [Petaling Street], UNLESS
1. you are well equipped with bargaining skills, OR
2. you don't mind being ripped off (which I'm sure not many are willing to do so) OR
3. refrain from asking other people about the price when you see someone with the exact same thing as yours.
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Yesterday, a guy from my batch, showed my friends and I street magic!
Hehehe^^ it was so cool! It's like having David Blaine showing off his skills to us! LoL!
Though the guys' hand was shaking a lot when he performed the tricks, it was still amazing!
And all he used was a deck of poker cards!
First, he asked us to select a card from the deck without letting him know it and place the card back in the middle of the deck. He tapped the deck once, and "ta-da" the very same card was right on the top of the deck!!!

My friends and I were blown away! After that, he should us a couple of other tricks and the one trick that I find mind blowing was the one where he made the whole deck turn into the very same card which we saw initially! And with another tap, he made the whole deck turn into the initial deck!

Now, I have watch David Blaine on tv while going 'WOW" *with my mouth gaping wide*
And, I have also watch one episode where they revealed the secret behind street magic; something about optical illusion and all that.
BUT, seeing it in real life is really exciting and makes you wanna learn about it. (although I seriously doubt I'll ever master the trick, not to mention I might not even have the chance to learn about the trick. -_-'')
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When I got back home yesterday, my mum stopped by this malay stall by the road selling my favourite 'keropok-lekor' and also 'goreng pisang'. As we were ordering, two fair Chinese ladies stopped too. At first, I didn't take notice, but once the lady ordered, I knew that they were definitely from China.

This is because when she ordered, she pointed to the food and said
'zhe ge' while pointing the number one to the mak cik.
Amusingly, the mak cik understood and packed the lady's food while smiling.
I found that incident amusing and I can't help but to smile as I thought,

"There are some things that doesn't really require language after all."

Of Lesbians

As I was surfing the net for Chinese 'pin-yin' lyrics (cause I'm a 'banana' i.e I can't read Chinese characters), I saw a picture of Rainie Yang ( a really cute Taiwanese artist).
And not far below from her picture was the word lesbian.

Thus, I read the article and found out that Rainie had acted as a lesbian in this mandarin movie called Spider Lilies or 'Ci Qing'(Tattoos) in mandarin!

And in the very same page, there were a few pictures of her kissing another beautiful artist!

Also, there was a video of the movie's trailer, which in were scenes of lesbians making out, and Rainie doing her 'dirty' dance in front of a webcam.
Sounds interesting, right?
[Go read the article!]

Anyways, talking about lesbians remind me of my secondary school days.

Being from an all girls school, lesbians were supposed to be plenty.
However, I have never seen any of them in school!
Though there are girls who have really short spiked up hair and they act like guys, I have never heard of them having girlfriends. So, I can't say for sure whether they are lesbians or they are just girls who enjoy dressing up as guys.

BUT, a few of my friends said they actually witnessed lesbians kissing before! o.0
Even till now, I still wonder why wasn't I with them when the incident happened. *sad*(yea..I have this wish to see lesbians kissing live...I wonder why) LoL^^

Lame joke #1

During orientation in IMU, I heard loads of (lame) jokes.
Thus, I wanna share the 'lame-ness' of these jokes online, in case I forget them in the future.
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Q : There was once a cat who chased a rat. But, no matter how fast the cat ran, it could never catch up with the rat. Why?
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A : Because the rat was riding a motorbike. *Lol..told ya it is lame*

And the joke continues,

Q : The rat passed a road with bars on both sides of the street, and then entered a pub to get a drink. Why was the cat able to find the rat?

A : Because the cat saw the rat's motorbike parked outside.

Q : The next day, the rat had a hangover thus he decided to take the train to work.
On the next station, the cat entered the same cubicle as the rat!
BUT, why didn't the cat eat the rat?
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A : Because NO Eating is allowed on the train! *Funny, huh?*

1st time @ a club

After many many years of day-dreaming of being in a club, I finally stepped into one! *happy happy*
Ever since I read a magazine called Juice( or something like that), which I got free during visits to Starbucks) when I was in secondary school, I was tempted to enter the clubbing scene as soon as possible. Every time someone mentions about going to a club, I would definitely nod my head and look at the person who suggested it with 'pleading' eyes.

Unfortunately, even after 3 years of leaving my secondary school, I never stepped into a club...that is until last night.

This all happened bcoz my 'pleading' eyes successfully persuaded my friend from IMU to bring me there!
We went as a group of 5 girls and 3 guys, by public transport *sobs*
So when we reached KL, the last train to the clubbing area had already left.
Thus, we resorted to hailing a cab in the middle of the night.
As my friends and I waved, a white car driven by some middle aged man stopped!
Boy, we were so shocked!
Thankfully, the D.O.M (dirty old man) realized that we aren't 'that' kind of people, he left.

We arrived at Maison around midnight and the place was packed!
[Maison's Homepage!!]
Okay, maybe it isn't as packed as other clubs, but it's the only club I've been too and there were many people queuing outside, or maybe they were just waiting. Lol^^

Getting in wasn't a big problem cause the minimum age is only 18yrs, which is one of the reasons Maison is packed.
They checked our I.C and then stamped our hands, and it read out

Happening Club

OK, to cut things short, I didn't intend to spend any money because I thought I would have gotten a free drink as it was ladies night.

BUT, there aren't any free drinks!(Stingy club! or maybe it's because we went there after 11pm -_-'') So, I had to pay rm30 for a drink!

Then, the whole club was so smoky (cause of the large amount of people who smoke like chimneys in the club). The smell of cigarettes lingered on my hair even after 2 washes!!! (when I think about it, I wonder how much of nicotine I inhaled after only 3 hours in the club)

I saw many who were high and drunk. In fact, I saw a topless guy lying out on the street just opposite the club when I left. (pity it wasn't a topless girl. If it was....I think all the guys would have transformed into wolves in the middle of the street. Lol^^)

YET, I somehow have this unexplainable desire to visit a club, again.

However, I doubt it'll happen anytime soon because I think its too expensive. My whole night out inclusive of drinks was rm39.50.
And when I told my other friend who has been to a club, she was surprised. This is because she got a free drink from some one in the club. Am I that unapproachable? o.0

Changes?

As I updated myself to the latest happenings in my friends' life (either through mamak sessions or jz by browsing their blogs), I notice one similarity; Change is inevitable.

Yup, as lame as it sounds, we all change.

There's no hiding or denying the fact.

Changes in physical appearance, Change in love life, (slight) change in personality, and the list goes on.

Me?
Of course I've changed, but I'm totally unaware of the extent of my change.
But, from friends' remarks, I think the major change in me is my appearance.
from a not-so-straight hair ---> a not-so-successfully permed brown hair. LoL.

Ohya, before I forget this, I am so proud to announce that I've PLEDGED my organs!!

The decision was made right after I sms-ed my parents, asking this question,
"Is it ok if i pledge my organs?"

Mum replied, "I think it's ok"
Dad, " It's up to you, but ask mum first."

SO, I filled up a form, and got a card stating that I am a organ donor.
Of course I was a little shaky when I filled up the form, because it kinda felt like you're gonna die soon and so you're writing a will or something like that.

BUT, it is a good deed!
Because all my organs are in good conditions! LoL^^ (at least I think it is)

Anyways, do check out this website -->
[Organ Donation, FAQ]

I'm (finally) a University Student!!!

Yeah! I'm officially a university student!!!

After more than 7 months of working (and also 'rotting' @ home) I'm in University at the age of 20+.
Yup, I know its a little late compared to other students (especially those who did S.A.M in Taylors' College). But heck, there are almost 30 other students my age to accompany me! Hehe^^ AND, there are a few who are older than me too!

Life in Uni = fun, fun and FUN.
Studies in Uni = boring and completely UN-understandable

Basically, being students in our 1st semester, there aren't that many classes. Although sometimes classes do drag on till 5pm, BUT there's still plenty of time for fun.
For example,
1. Steamboat sessions @ home
2. Gatherings @ home (watching DVDs)
3. Going out for mamak
4. Going out for movies

And, in all of these sessions, I've heard more than a dozen of 'lame' jokes (-_-'') which still made me laugh. (Does this indirectly mean I'm a lame person? LOL)

However, the only downside to staying there is that I do not have any internet connection in the apartment. (basically its bcoz streamyx doesn't have coverage there, and the other providers are really expensive)

Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year is the season of sharing and caring..Opps..that's for Christmas.LOL

Anyways, CNY is the time for me to

1. get "angpaos" (or red packets with money in it)

2. eat loads of stuff; namely 'bah gua' or 'rou gan' (i.e dried pork or chicken meat), kams(mandarin oranges) AND my favourite 'kuih kapek' *yummy*

3. gamble

4. watch fireworks display

5. Chinese New Year Ads on TV ( I love watching CNY advertisements, especially those produced by Petronas. They're always meaningful and touching. [Here's] this years' ad)

To be honest, number 3 and 4 are actually illegal in Malaysia, yet U can still see many ppl conducting these activities, which of course is a good thing because that is what Chinese New Year is ALL about!
Imagine, no gambling nor firecrackers or fireworks display on Chinese New Year..
That'll be the worst chinese new year *sobs*

Yup, gambling and playing with fireworks or firecrackers are actually banned in Malaysia. BUT, of course there are some legal places where u can gamble in Malaysia--> Genting's Casino

Anyways, although there was a major crackdown on fireworks earlier this year by the government [The Star] so there were fewer firework displays this year around. =(

But here's some shots of the festive period^^

^my friends and I^

^My cousin, Penny and I^

so much for simplicity

yea..screw simplicity.

At first I was thinking to myself that a simple and nice skin for my blog would be nice.

BUT, darn..no matter how 'nice' a simple skin is, the one I have now is way TOO bare!*sobs*

As I was looking for a nicer skin to suit my mood, I bumped into this girl's blog.
Her blog had this super pink and nice skin!!
I was filled with envy as I browsed through her page, especially when I found out she made the skin by herself!
In this case, ignorance is bliss.

Because ever since I saw her blog and clicked on other of her 'recommended' blogs, all I wanted to do was quit blogging and hide myself under some thousands of tons of soil -_-''

Anyways, its CHINESE New Year!! The year of the Boar^^
SO let's be merry and happy all year long!

How to handle an accident

Today, I observed an accident and thus, came up with a 'brilliant' guide on how to cope with an accident.

Firstly, no matter whose fault it is, always get out of your vehicle to observe the extent of damage.
(BUT, if the opposite vehicle is owned by a not-so-friendly-looking man, do think twice)

Secondly, quickly snap a picture of:
1. damage to both vehicles
2. car registration number
3. road tax

Thirdly, make a phone call to your parents or friends or someone who important to you.

Fourth, discuss all matters with the opposite person without raising your voice (unless he/she is the one who is at the wrong) If you are at fault, try your best to be friendly and smile (and also cross your fingers that you won't get punched on your face)

Five, exchange cash or contact number.
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The reason why I wrote this is because I myself have had experience being in an accident before. Thankfully both happened when I wasn't the one behind the wheels ^^

Anyways, an accident happened right in front of my house this evening, and the loud shattering of glass attracted the attention of many people, including me.

Thus, I stood behind the window to 'pat-kua'.

So, I noticed that the person who got knocked was this Honda(or it might be a Nissan, oh well, I'm bad in cars anyways) driven by this indian couple while the other car was a modified black Wira driven by a young chinese lad.

To shorten the story,
both sides exchanged numbers after a long period of looking at each others cars while the female sat patiently inside the car.
Apparently, woman are still bad when it comes to handling accidents. They just sit around and let the guys handle the talking. (Yea...that was exactly what I did too, sit, observe and wait)

Updated looks

When I first saw labels under my friends' post in her blog, I wondered,

'What's a label?'
How come she has one but I don't?'

That happened months ago...

And now, I know how to put labels! FINALLY!
Praise my lucky stars that I finally took the time to read what other people has to say about blogging. (actually, I have too much time to kill and so..the rest is history)

Actually, to put labels, all I had to do was to get an updated version of the templates -_-''
Oh well, at the very least I DID update it. LOL^^

Actually, I had wanted to retain my original template (the one with the snowflakes and all)
BUT, somehow I lost the original html!! *sobs*

That is why I had to change my template to the current one now.

Thankfully the updated version of the templates are super-easy and user-friendly!! Even a slow learner like me learned how to change the color!

A big hug for blogger for making blogging a whole lot easier!!

Now that my blog has a new look, I was pondering on whether I should get a new hairdo.
I permed my hair more almost 3 months ago, and NOW...its a mess -_-''

I trimmed my hair only ONCE after the perm, and thus the curls aren't as curly as they're supposed to be.
So, in the end I have this really frizzy and a hair with great volume. To be honest, its kinda like a lions' mane!
Scary, huh? But that's the ugly truth; my hair is a mess, if I don't put any mousse of oil on my hair.

From the feedbacks I got from my friends, a straightened hair complements my look much better.
BUT, it's so expensive to get my hair done!
I haven't even got paid for my previous job!
*sobs* And since I'm gonna enter IMU (my university) in a few weeks time, I have to a bit more stingy when it comes to spending; cause I gotta but the furniture for my new hostel.

So..I think I'll only get a new hair-do NEXT year. LOL^^

Kyle XY

I am, yet again, going ga-ga over a HOT guy whom I watched on TV -_-''

Who is he?
He's [Matt Dallas],
OR
Kyle, the guy who is in Kyle XY!

What is [Kyle XY]?
It's a drama series which has finally reached Malaysian shores!

Actually I had no idea that the show existed till I saw the advertisement on the local papers yesterday morning.

The ad is kinda similar to the pic below,












At first I was wondering to myself,

'Why is he holding up his shirt?
If u wanna go topless to show ur body jz take off the whole shirt, right?'

BUT, the advertisement did do its job.
At 9.30pm I was glued in front of the screen watching how 'Kyle' found himself in a middle of a forest where the stumbles not only on a snake, but also a couple making out in a bright red tent.

Then, off he goes wondering in the town stark naked with gluey-sticky stuff all around him. Eeww..

Anyways, my main point is that Kyle looks amazingly HOT once he got cleaned and had proper clothes on! ^.^
I am so not kidding! He's so cute!

Well, although there were some scenes where he made a fool of himself i.e wetting his pants because he hasn't learn how to pee.

And then I found out the significance of the pic,
Kyle doesnt have a belly button.

Err..I was too preoccupied gazing at his cute face till I didn't notice it -_-''

So, since the hottie got my attention, I went online and browsed about Kyle XY and found out that it was actually aired in the US 6 months ago!

Grrr...malaysian tv is really slow in getting new movies and drama series to air,
BUT, I have to admit that the programs aired are getting better, year by year!
So, big thanks to all those ppl in the media industry who makes me wanna stick my butt in front of the idiots' box 247..
(I know I'm sarcastic..LOL)

i baked cookies^^

Boredom at home can sometimes lead to wonders (although it usually causes me an insatiable hunger and desire to munch and munch till my belly bursts -_-'')

Well, for today, boredom brought wonders to me!

I baked cookies!
To be exact, I baked DELICIOUS chocolate chip cookies!!

I swear its the truth!
My brothers came back from school and grabbed a bite of the cookies AFTER eating lunch.
And although they were already full, they gave thumbs up for my cookies!!

Yeah!! Cheers to me for baking wonderful cookies!

Unfortunately, I didnt take any pics of the process *sobs*
Actually, I dare not take any pics because I usually screw up the cookies I bake.
They usually end up super-hard and are hardly edible -_-''

Amazingly, I did a good job today!

Maybe it's the recipe, or maybe I'm getting to become a better cook

YeaH\(^.^)/

Rain is the MAN!

Finally, the night where Rain performed live in K.L arrived!!

Woohoo!!

Let's start of with a little details before the concert started.

First a picture of me on the concert day^^

We got freebies from the sponsors of the concert;

1. Hotlink
- a poster

(ya..its the one where Rain has this 'not-so-cute' facial expression *sobs*)

- the gigantic hotlink hands to wave along to the music

which unfortunately wasn't fully utilized because no one can see 'the hand' in the dark

- a keychain which came free when I purchased a Rm10 reload card

2. LG
- free postcards with Rain looking super cute!!!!

3. Clear
- free shampoo samples

Well, its not much but..yea..at least its better than nothing.

Inside the stadium, things were pretty messy.
As my tickets are free ones from Carlsberg, I had to go to a special section right at the top of the stadium (3rd tier which means the furthest from the stage *sobs*)
Yeah..I was duped to believing my tickets were worth Rm402.

^the supposedly worth rm402 ticket..^

BUT, thankfully the seats were directly facing the stage and NOT at the side so the sound effect was fantastic!

Anyways, at 8.45pm, Rain came on stage to a horde of thousands of screaming fans!

Though I couldn't see Rain's face (unless I look at the screen),
BUT, at the very least, I got to see the whole picture of Rain performing with his dancers and the visual effects on and off-stage!!

Maybe I since its my first time attending a concert, I was totally blown away by the loud bass which resounded in the entire stadium. And since I was at the highest tier, I could feel the floor pounding with every beat of Rains' songs!
Sometimes the bass got so loud that I actually feared that the entire upper tier might fall off and crush the ppl beneath! LOL^^

To get a feel of what happened indoor,
[click here] to watch Rain performing 'It's Raining' from his 3rd album.

For every 2 or 3 songs, Rain would have a short break and chat with the audience. Well, its not exactly chatting, but yea..he was talking to the audience. And it was then that we all became his 'babies'!!

Ya..u heard me right! I'm Rain's baby!! (let's just ignore the fact that there were thousands of audience in the stadium, and imagine I'm the ONLY ONE there..LoL >.<) Not to mention, I got a kiss from Rain! (yea..a flying kiss XD wahahaha but a kiss nonetheless!)

Rain can really dance! His moves are slick and made every single girl in the stadium melt, because he is so HOT!!!
He danced to every single song and I salute his showmanship!
Imagine the fire on stage, the lightings, the laser beams, the multiple screens, and etc... I mean the props that they used on stage were amazing, the effect was breathtaking! And Rain's dance moves left the girls screaming (the screams went to a higher decibel when Rain does his Michel Jackson-like-crotch-holding-move! Wahahaha >.< ) Well, I have a few pictures of Rain taken from afar..*sobs*

^Rain putting on his sunglasses to the song Escaping the Sun^

^He's dancing!!^

Oh ya, let's not forget the moment where it rained in the indoor stadium! Actually I was a little disappointed because I had expected Rain to go topless on stage, and sadly that didn't happen *sobs* (and i blame the tight rules and regulation the gov impose on performers )

^pic is super-blur as its taken using my phone -_-'' ^
(In case you can't figure out the picture, the bright shining thing is where it rained on stage..)

So, I guess at the end of Rains' concert, all of us; the audiences, were left feeling high and happy ^^ (especially me) BUT i think some of them were left with half-deaf ears due to fanatic-high-pitched screaming from fans i.e those who sat around me. Hahaha^^
It's like sometimes when you get annoyed when someone talks loudly on the phone on the train. And in this case, I was the the annoying person screaming like mad and my high pitched voice caused much more damage to the ears..but it's a Rain concert, so please forgive my actions. Hehehe^^

Yeah~ Problems Solved!

I finally got my laptop fixed!

Both problems; virus & audio has been settled!!

How did I do it?

Problem 1 -Virus
Solution : Reboot the entire windows.

Yea...I had to deleted the entire windows and reboot the reformat the entire system. Well, of course my brother helped me out with this. My bros are such sweet creatures^^

Problem 2 - No Audio
Solution : Re-installing drivers and utilities after reformatting the system

Haha^^ I guess every dark cloud has a silver lining. Bcoz right after I reformat the whole windows, I had to re-install all the drivers for my laptop. And this time I did it without the help of my brother.
At first I thought the audio driver wouldn't load properly like the first time, BUT to my amazement, it did!!

I can't express my excitement when I heard the sound of a pop-up or the sound of windows shutting down! Lol..

So right now, my laptop is all good!
This time around, I'm extra careful as not do download anything from the net. All the programs that I need were all taken from my desktop at home and transfered to my laptop.

Now, the only thing my laptop lacks are games!!
GAMES!
But then again, games aren't really my thing. Unless its some RPG game like Final Fantasy..

Virus Alert!

Sheesh..it has only been a few days and my laptop is already infected. Guess I shouldn't have used my laptop to download stuff.
The next time i'll leave the downloading to my bros with our trustworthy desktop.

Although I have and antivirus running, I still got infected!!

Why?? Why oh why?

AND to make matters worse,
I wasnt able to delete the virus!
It has been running around my system since yesterday night, right after I had downloaded Rain's songs from some website -_-''

So my dad said the only thing to do is to reformat the whole system. Easily said,
BUT I don't even know how to reboot the system!!!

Let's pray my laptop will be fine.

Anyways, I broke up with the new guy 2 days ago.
It was the 2nd time I tried to break up with him and thankfully, this time it was successful.

Although I do like him, but due to my parents disagreement and 'emotional blackmail'
(they asked me to choose between them or the new guy, or something like that)

So, the obvious step I could take was to break up with the new guy.
But I must admit that I miss his calls, especially the long late night calls. Yet, it is wiser to break off before the feelings got any stronger.

After all, like my friend told me, parents will always be the one who loves you the most, so we should do our best not to cause them hurt and disappointment.

And now after I've broke up with him, I really got the time to think about what has been going on in my relationships.

Its hard to admit this, but I guess I'm really immature and selfish when it comes to relationships, I just wanna have fun and enjoy the moment(which is eerily similar to the love profile in the previous post)

Now, I think that what I have felt and done in the past few weeks after new year was a total mess.

My feelings towards the new guy was infatuation, not love.

Due to the infatuation that I felt, I hardened myself against feeling any emotions to my ex-boyfriend who is overseas, and caused him so much misery.

I am indeed the worst person in the world.

I still remember when I had my first boyfriend, I was so excited and told my friend about it. She congratulated and gave me an advice which goes,

LoVe iS NoT a GaMe

Back then, I thought I was fully aware of the meaning behind it. But now I realised that all this while I had played love like a game.

All this while my thoughts regarding relationships were,

If the relationship doesnt last, its ok.

But if it can continue, I would definately want it to make it last.

I guess that's a wrong thought to have in relationships. If a relationship isnt started to last, there's no point in starting it in the very first place, right?

My LoVe Profile~ Sagittarians RuLe^^

Sagittarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: Your playful nature brings out the happy inner-child in dates You're willing to take risks in love... and reap the rewards You've got a killer sense of humor that gets talking with any hottie you meet Your negative traits: Sometimes your sarcasm comes off as biting and abrasive You can be brutally honest, tactless, and truthful even when it hurts You're such a free spirit that you find it hard to commit to one person Your ideal partner: Someone high energy who will pick up and out with you whenever Is creative and fun - thinking of new adventures for the two of you Is bold... and not afraid to tell you "I love you" early on Your dating style: Unpredictable. You never know how the night is going to end up. Your seduction style: Daring. You're always pushing to try something new in the bedroom. Full of imagination. You've always got a new fantasy you're dying to try. Spiritually driven. Sex for you can be an other-worldly act. Tips for the future: Realize that while freedom is great - sometimes a stable relationship is better. It's not all about you. Focus on your partner's needs every once and a while. Make up your mind about your partner, and stick to it. Your fickle will ruin things otherwise. Best color to attract mate: Purple Best day for a date: Thursday

What's Your Love Profile?

It's Raining!!

I think everyone is well aware that korean-pop star RAIN(bi) himself is coming to Malaysia!!! And he'll be performing LIVE IN KL at the Bukit Jalil Stadium on the 27th of January 2007! (which is exactly 1 week away!!)

Gyaaah!! I jz cannot control my excitement! Ever since I watched the korean drama 'Full house', I have fallen in love with him!!

He's super kawaii in dramas, yet when he's on stage performing...He's HOT!! *drools*

I mean like look at his body! If that aint spelled H-O-T, you better get ur eyes checked!! BcozRain is THE MAN!! Wahahaha *evil laughter*

Anyways, this whole Rain-mania started while I was still working in Subang early this year where I found out that Bausch & Lomb was giving out free passes to watch Rain live in KL!

Well, being the usual me, anything that has the word 'free' definately catches my attention. AND, when its coined to RAIN!!! I was estatic! I knew there and then that I definately have to take part in the contest!!

But yea..there's a catch to it (after all, ntg in this world comes free)
To take part in the contest I had to purchase either a box of contact lens, or 2 bottles of Renu Multiplus Solution, and get attached the lids with an original receipt with the contest form.

So...I bought 2 boxes of lens and 2 bottles of multipurpose solution,
just to get 3 entry forms which = 3 chances for me to win a Rain concert ticket!

But it isnt that simple, I still had to put a creative signature to stand a chance to win! Since i'm not gifted in arts, my chances would be near to 0%...(at least I had thought so)

However, right now I have 2 tickets to watch RAIN!!!

Hehehe^^ I myself am going to the concert!!!

Instead of being all sad and gloomy when Rain performs in Malaysia, I'll actually be IN the stadium to hear Rain sing!!

I'll be there to actually witness his oh-so-hot-body with my own pair of eyes!!!

Whoa...that is jz amazing! I'm already so excited even before the concert !

I can imagine myself amidst the legions of fans in a packed stadium, screaming my lungs out till my voice would end up a off pitched the very next day.

Ohya, I forgot to mention that the 2 tickets I hv arent from the contest. They were given out when I asked my family to purchase 2 cartons of Carlsberg!!

Yup, my parents bought 2 cartons of beer jz to obtain those tickets!! But honestly, if it weren't for my friend, Meow, whom I knew when working in Subang, I wouldnt hv gotten those free tickets!

Anyways, regarding the Bausch & Lomb contest, someone called Miss T contacted and asked me to go to their office in Petaling Jaya to pick up my free ticket! (which means somehow my creativity is appreciated by some! Either that or very few ppl participated in the contest -_-'')

So all in all, I have 3 tickets!!

Woot!!!

Thus, my whole family would be there at the stadiumto catch Rain!!!

3 tickets = Me, mama & papa

Bros = 2 part-time helpers at the concert

Yea..my bros somehow got jobs to be usherers during the concert night. Hopefully they wouldn't be stuck backstage when Rain is performing! Hahaha...

When was the last time u rode a bicycle?

This whole day has been yet another unproductive day.

I spent more than half a day wondering in MidValley with my dad doing nothing in particular; we were mainly walking around without an purpose. But I guess that's what window-shopping is all about; walking around doing nothing. -_-''

Anyways, I met my supervisor, Angie ,who got me my previous job as a promoter in Subang Parade (i.e the promoter for the 'I want a car' Contest) while I was there.

Guess what??

Of all things, she said my dad looks young! Kinda like my older brother. Then she added, some ppl might also think that he's my sugar-daddy!

Wha?? @.@

DO i seriously look like that kinda girl?

Wait a minute, now that the term 'sugar-daddy' came into picture, I can't help but to get

reminded of some experiences that are related to this term.

Back when I was working in Osim, there's always this 'uncle' who would always come into the outlet for a 'free' massage. Being a regular 'customer' he would always talk to me, and ask a lot of questions. Simple conversation with an old guy is not a problem with me (as long as u dont bore me with grandma stories)

BUT this man keeps asking whether I need a lift back home after work. SAying things like,

'Wow, u work the whole day here? Then u dont go back and bathe?'

Now that I think of it, he seems like someone who fits the 'sugar-daddy' profile 100%!

1. He likes talking to 'sweet young things'

(like me, of course! =P)

2. He likes buying things for girls

( he bought me a drink once)

3. He phones girls jz to chat.

( ya..he calls me once in awhile eventhough I've already stopped working in Osim. And I cant even remember why I gave my number to him the 1st place)

4. He must definately be a dirty old man.

Now that I'm talking about D.O.M or Dirty Old Men, let me jz share a story about ANOTHER old man I met when I was working in Subang last december.

I can still remember that this happened before christmas ( in fact the incident occured during my first week of work in Subang)

To begin with, let me explain the duty of my job. I'm kinda like a person-in-charge of the contest in Subang Carrefour. SO all I do is create awareness that there's such a contest going on, and help participants to fill up their contest forms

So imagine this,

I approached the D.O.M without knowing it, telling him about the conditions to take part in the contest. Since a conversation had already began, the D.O.M used it to his advantage and asked questions like

'Ur working part-time ah?'

'Do you have any off-days?'

'No? So you're spending ur Christmas working?'

'So pityful. Dont worry, I'll come visit you and bring u out..'

I was like err...@.@

'how do I get rid of this annoying man..'

Thankfully, someone wanted to take part and wanted a form. So I quickly closed all conversations with the D.O.M without saying bye bye (kinda like how u close down the msn conversation tab when u meet an annoying person)

Lucky for me, the D.O.M left the scene and never came back to visit me on Christmas.
Hahaha...

Back to the title of my post,

When was the last time u rode a bicycle?"

For me, the last time I rode mine must have been more than 6 months ago. In fact it could have been more than a year!

The reason why I mention this is because I was spending this 2 days finishing the anime called Honey And Clover

Its a really nice and simple anime about love n life.

And as I completed the whole anime, I came to a realisation that life is very plain. The only things that really happens in our daily life are limited to :-

1.studies/work

2. family

3. friends

4. love

And yet, there are times when we'll feel empty even though we have all 4 aspects above.

Why?

I think its purely because there's a 5th aspect to life which differs according to individuals. It something that I believe everyone has to find out for themselves.
Some find it through religion and god, others...
others like me jz waste time living life as it is.

And in the anime, this search for the answer is equated as a ride on a bicycle,
to see how far we can go without turning our backs.

Also, there is this episode about letting go.

In this case, its about letting go of an unrequited love.

A broken heart is kinda like a flowering plant which stem is half-broken. Initially the leaves and flowers on the upper part are still green and nice.

BUT, if u do not break off the upper part, the whole plant would wither because of its own weight. If the plant had been broken of at the point of injury, it would have continued to grow and bloom.

In love it is the same, if we have been hurt, had our hearts broken, there's no point in holding on for too long. If you do, you might end up like the plant. At least that's what I believe in.

But, love isnt that simple is it?

Oh well, life isnt simple. Its rather complicated.

the longest break

More than 1 month of not blogging! That has gotta be my longest duration of not blogging, EVER!

Over the past month and a half, I went through lots of things!

I met many many different people and forged new friendships.

The happenings in my life during this period has lead from one change to another, and I think that I'm constantly changing; personality-wise, mentally and a bit of physical changes (no..its not a boob job, but I think I lost some weight while I was working the last month^^ )

1. I broke up with my bf.

This is the major change in my life. More than 3 months ago I was in love with someone. I shared and cared for him. I would say that I have had given my best to make him happy when he was still in Msia. I was a really good gf. (I know it sounds like I'm exaggerating about how good I am to my ex, but my close friends back in college would know the truth behind this statement. I think only they saw how good I was to him and all of them had intially thought I was being too nice, but now that I hv broken up with him, I think they were reather shocked.
None of them saw this coming, neither did my ex.

I know I'm an evil being who jz left a good man devasted in a cold land hundreds of miles away from Msia. But there's nothing that I can do to change the fact. I've already made up my mind and I shall remain adamant on being ONLY friends with my ex.

This change has brought upon concerns and advices from not only my family, but also my friends.

Back when I had initially broken up with him I was a complete mess, not bcoz I couldn't let go of him or anything like that, its jz that somehow I kinda got lectures from my parents all the time.

The reason I got lectured was bcoz I was being chased by another guy whom they deem is unfit and un-matched for me..i.e someone who is jz UN-everything to me.

But being borned under a sagittarian star makes me stubborn, and so i insisted in seeing the guy. This lead to a big hoo-ha in my family and all. Every night after work they would lecture me, talk me out into being too 'close' with him.

It was a whole mess. I'm telling you, back then my mind was never at ease. I was always under stress, thinking of solutions.. and to add on to the whole stress, my ex couldnt let me go.. I was mentally drained back then..

Thankfully now that I've finished working I have more time to myself; time alone to think about what has happened to me, time to analyse and think through the who I have becomed and also time for me to blog out my feellings.

Anyways, I got a new laptop which hopefully will serve me well^^

So this indirectly means more time for me to surf the net!!

Rotten luck

Right now, I am an extremely angry woman. I've got nothing but complaints and curses in my mind.

My streak of not-so-good luck began yesterday when I was on my way down to KL central on the ktm. I've been taking the ktm for maybe a hundred over times and yet it was the very first time I had befallen such horrendous luck.

Now, being alone on the train is a sad thing, but with the company of a book it's still bearable. And that was exactly what I did; I read a motivational book by Stephen Covey. As I was quietly reading, a bunch of college students got in at the Subang Jaya station. I presume that they are from Taylors college bcoz they were making loads of ruckus.

Being a good mannered girl*ahem* I seldom eavesdrop ppls' conversation. BUT, when the conversation is interesting, I can't help but to listen. The bunch of students are actually 3 girls n 1 guy, whose name is Max. *yea..I know his name without even opening my mouth*

Max is this guy who jz can't close his mouth, when his friends phone rang to the tune of Kelly Clarkson's Breakaway, he started singing the song -_-''

As if that isn't enough to distract me, his other friend said this,
'Hey Max, why u so 'ham sap'? Dont touch ....'s ass! You should never touch a girls' ass.'

Well, enough said. I think both u and I get the picture.

Anyways, at the very next station after Max boarded the train, the train stopped moving. It was stationary for alomst 10-15 mins without any air-condition. The only source of air we can get is the occasional hissing of the train's engine. And every single time the hissing comes, the girls would tease Max by saying,
'Max, I knew u farted! No wonder it stinks in here!'

Err...even Stephen Covey's advice on patience is useless to me. I was literally a sweating girl as I kept the book in my bag as everyone in the cabin moved all the way to the front of the train to free ourselves from the friggin' train.

When I reached the front I asked the driver, 'Rosak ke?'

'ya'

Well, that explains all. Our msian ktm is obsolete! I mean like, shouldnt the train have a back-up generator to at least open the side doors when the train breaksdown?

There isnt even an announcement inside the train! We were all sitting like idiots inside a metal box under the hot sun!

The announcement that came next was from the station itself, and it asked everyone heading to KL to move on to the opposite platform to catch the next train! Imagine, everyone inside the train filling up the entire platform! There the amount of ppl in a single train waiting...it was packed!

AS if that isnt bad enough, the next train which came was already 75% occupied!

Yet, the instinct to board the very next train kicked in, and everyone was soon squeezing n pushing. Inside the train, ppl were stacked up next to each other like tinned sardines -_-''

In KL central, I met another problem regarding the Msian public transportation again! This time its the Putra LRT. Since the queue are usually long, I prepared the exact amount of rm1.60 and used the manual ticketing machine. Guess what?

Out of the 6 high-tech looking machines available, only ONE was functioning! The one I used kept vomitting out the coins I slotted in! Pissed off, I had to queue up to get a ticket and the pace was ridiculously slow! There were two ppl inside the counter but only the girl was giving out tickets while the guy was 'busy' counting money!

I was baffled at his stupidity! Can't he see the queue? Cant he see that his colleague is tired? Didn't he even notice that the machines weren't functioning?

Oh well, I guess not. After all he is SO busy counting money and is too friggin' blind to notice anything!

THAT was yesterday, and todays' problem is regarding the telco services!

Being a loyal customer of Hotlink, I expect the services to be better. Today, all my expectations were dashed. (Yup, I am loyal. Everyone's changing to Digi yet i'm still with Hotlink and I always top up my credit on time and lately I've been using mroe than rm60 a month! Which has never happened to me in the past)

Every 15mins before I reach the ktm station nearest to my house, I would call my brothers or parents to pick me up. Yet today, the network was down!

Imagine my horror! I tried calling over n over again! I even took out the sim card to check! BUT nothing worked.

So, I had to walk to the nearest telephone booth to make the call. It was only a few metres away, but I ended up walking more than 400metres, under the blazing hot noon sun, to finally get a phone that is functioning!

I passed mayb 3-4 booths yet ALL of them were dilapitated! Blame it on vandelism, but I think the government should be doing better! Shouldn't they at least come around n replace the spoilt ones every month?

Anyways, after I called my brother from the public phone, I asked him to pick me up from the stall which I decided to have my lunch while waiting for them to come and also for me to cool down after the burning hot long walk.

I called him at 12.15pm and guess what time he arrived?

Wait! He didnt even arrive!!

After around 40 mins of waiting(and also finishing my lunch) I called him again around 1pm and he said he'll come soon. So I went back to the same stall after paying for my meal and had another drink. After waiting for another 30mins or so, he still isnt around!

I was extremely pissed off! The restaurant is less than 15mns from my house yet I had to wait for him for more than an hour!

So, I decided to walk back home, under the hot sun again!

After walking around 200metres or so, he somehow spotted me and picked me up at 1.40pm. Amazing...I was this close to killing him with my bare hands! And when I asked him why did he take so long, he casually said he went back sleeping after my receiving my 1st call!

What the f***! I'm suffering alone while he sleeps like a pig!!

Yup, I am a naturally angry woman; When the conditions around me turn sour, I won't turn sour...I would have already rotted instead!! My patience thins, and my angry grows especially when I'm hungry and when the sun shines TOO bright.

The Pink Squid + Brown-haired girl

I finally got my darn hair coloured! At first the junior-stylist(or the more accurate term is a 3rd month hairstylist student) wanted to colour my hair a rich dark brown to make my hair look 'healthy'.

Yes u read correctly, she said healthy. Which indirectly means my hair is currently in an unacceptable condition; dry and messy and BAD, or in other words it LOOKS n FEEL like those weeds or 'lalang' in our fields.

However, I wanted to colour it brown and since the customer is ALWAYS right, she obliged. Thus, her words came true n my hair ended up looking more lalang-like than ever. Sheesh -_-''

Okay, maybe I exaggerate a little too often. Honestly my hair doesnt look 'that' bad; at least that's what my friends told me. But, the one true fact is that I seriously need to get my hair treated. And from the pic, u can tell my fringe looks weird.
The obvious answer is because I am jz too lazy to style it.

That's why once Chinese New Year is over, I'll definately chop off the whole permed section. Natural hair is by far the best! I can comb it, tie it and most importantly, NOT put so much effort in styling it. Hhahaha XD

After I got my hair coloured, my friends, Ah Li ,Ah Hui and I ended up in RedBox to sing our hearts out! Its been months since my last karaoke session and so after 3 hours of singing I lost half of my voice.*sobs*
And my singing to me is actually:

Singing = Off-pitch screaming + Humming off tune

To make matters worse, I usually sing wrongly bcoz I cant read chinese characters -_-'' *sigh*

Halfway through, Ning n Ben came n joined the fun =) Which there after was followed by dinner at MCD. Hahhaha... Of course, dinner at a fastfood outlet is nothing compared to the scrumptious meal Ning, Ben, Ah Li and I had in Tomy Roma's exactly a week ago in the exact same mall.

^grilled chicken^

^mahi mahi fillet^

^even the drinks look good^


Well, the sad thing is right after I took the pic of my drink, I broke the glass and caused one of the waitress to cut her hand while picking up the pieces. BUT, since I was the birthday girl on that day, I guess all is forgiven. Kekeke^^ but I do feel a bit guilty about it...

One mroe thing, I got this super cute pinky squid from my friends as my birthday present! Hehehe^^

^sotong^

Now, ain't she cute?

Since it's a squid, I'll name her Sotong The Pinky Squid! Sounds like a name of a character in some Disney animation huh? LoL^^

I'm rotting away..

I can't believe the amount of time I spent in front of the darn tv and computer today!

My life - working/studying - friends - family/bf = No life

Every single time I stop working or have a break, the same old thing repeats itself.I'm left all alone at home like an idiot; another meaningless day spent eating chips while having my anime marathon.

For instance, right after I blogged this morning, I couldn't find another thing to do. So, I ended up watching an anime since morning. My bros were out with the car, which practically means I have no means of getting out to get lunch. In the end, after scavanging around the house for food,

my lunch = instant mushroom soup + 2 small pkts of sesame gingko biscuit + 1 pkt of chips + 1 tin of Coke

Although i'm not a diet-freak or anything near it, I think everyone is more than aware of the amount of calories my lunch had. So there I was imagining the calories from each mouthful of chips i ate turning into undesirable fat layers in on my tummy. At that fateful moment, I somehow stumbled upon TV mart which co-incidently was screening some ad on the sauna belt!

As I watched the same darn ad with the same hosts for nearly 5 mins, I lost count on the number of times they guaranteed the belt will help u lose at least 1 inch after 15 mins only. It was so so tempting but...their guarantee sounds..fake @.@

Its always like that, when someone is trying to get my trust, the moment he says these words for the 2nd time in the same conversation, the trust shatters.

Oh well, now after dinner, I'm still stuck in front of the comp, yet again, blogging. Anyways, jz now as I chatted with a friend, we somehow stumbled upon a topic regarding a guys' loo. So he asked me watch this video which I find ridiculous. If anyone has time to kill, they definately have to watch this( btw, I HIGHLY recommend this to girls who wanna find out more about how a guys' loo is) [Click Here]

Anyways, do not worry, this video contains no nudity what-so-ever, after all, I AM an innocent young thing! lol... however be warned that its a little long (around 10mins) so it might take a little time to upload depending on ur connection. So enjoy =)

Happenings..

Yet again it took me so so super-duper long to post something up.

Its not that i'm lazy or anything, its jz that i get too preoccupied by other happenings in my life I jz couldnt find the time; or I jz couldn't care less about finding a time to update. Sheesh..so there's my oh-so-honest confessions on what's been going on.

Anyways, back to reality, 'many' things happened.

1. I'm no longer a stalker.
Why? cause the agency which gave me the job couldnt extend the darn contract. Which is guess was probably due to the fact that part-timers from agencies, like me, are break-lovers, which means we work less than the stipulated time in the contract. Oh well, at least during my time there I met loads of interesting ppl^^

2. I'm jobless (on weekdays) again.
On the last day of my job, the thought of me being jobless again didnt realy cross my mind. The only thing that was running was proabably the estacy of knowning I neednt go back n make calls the next day. And also the fact that my frens and I were madly snapping pictures in every single place which we think would look nice on print-_-'' and one of those places include the lift. Luckily this was ended by out stern newly appointted supervisor.


3.I'm NO longer a teen!!
Yup, I'm officially no longer a 19 year old! Sheesh..makes me feel sad yet happy at the same time.
Sad because I'm no longer a teenager. At least when i was nineTEEN, i still had the word 'teen' in my age. But now? I only see the big TWO.
However, I am happy too. At least when ppl guess my age as 20++ now, it wouldn't hurt my self esteem that much anymore because its partly true! Hahaha^^

4. Did I mention that I permed my hair?
I paid money to make my hair look like it got burnt; at least that's what one of my fren said to me-_-'' Anyways, most of the comment arent really nice. Not a single one told me this line, "It looks GREAT!" To make matters worse they say my previous hairdo is much better. Sheesh...So, I had to console myself that its all because my hair isnt coloured and that a permed hair must always go with colour if not i'll look plain n ugly. And jz because of that thought, I have had this urge to colour my hair more than anything. (but of course the price has to be within my budget, which unfortunately I dare not mention in my blog for fears that ppl might laugh their guts out after knowning my absurdly low budget...)

* I had wanted to post up pics of my permed hair together with pics which i took with my colleagues in PJ but I'm jz to lazy to do so. HahahaXD